All of us @ coffee club after Allan and shona's wedding. Realise that we din actually take a shot together, so gotta make do with this!

Ben and kaijun.... buddies....

Hmm.... christy and me... Actually, i quite like this shot. I think it was quite well taken.

shuj and Nick


Looks pretty cool... wat's shuj thinking and wat's Nick doing?

The dancers for the wedding. "You are awesome in this place, Lord"

I'm giving my all to You

A week long of struggle with wat my heart wills to do against wat my flesh desires... It's not by might nor by power but by the spirit of God! He is teaching me the power of surrender and the strength of humility. The greater the degree of humility the greater the strength to overcome. Once again, it's another art in our christian journey. The art of surrender...

My maiden dance at Allan and Shona's wedding last sat seems to give me a deeper insight in the beauty of God once again. Well, I was really nervous before the whole thing, thinking that I would end up messing up people's wedding... Somehow when i was standing before the congregation, I felt the peace of God and the attention to how man look at me just turn to how my God, my great romancer sees me. I remember just not long ago, He spoke to me about the stage that He has given to us all and that He is the only one we are to perform to and the only One who would give us all the attention we need. I really enjoy myself tremendously cos I felt that I was dancing for my great romancer, worshipping Him for who He really is. Throwing away all the excessive baggage and follow His dance steps.... I guess that is true freedom... to be able to be yourself before Him...

Lord... I'm giving my all to You to be who You want me to be. Craft me into Your likeness, grant me the courage to be the one I am made to be!

Tug of War

Deep in my soul

There's a tug of war

I struggle to know what life is for

I try so hrad to stay in control

To hold back the tears

And to not let go

I dun know why

I hang on so long

When I know the question

You were asking me

Will you worship

Will you bow down

Will you give me your heart and everything

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Lord, only You know the deepest struggles within. I need You more than anything else.... Going deep with You requires a greater degree of surrender. I need Your grace.... Guess I need to see things in a different light in order to enjoy more freedom cos no one who lives on this earth is free from pain and struggle. I can't say it's a struggle but I know God is doing a deep work in my life once again. I have always told the Lord that I want to love and to bring His love to people around me. I slowly begin to realise that love is not cheap. To love a person requires wholesomeness on our part. That's why the bible says that a wounded heart cannot reach God. Guess as a result of my prayer and desire, God has been healing me very deeply so that the well of His love will be full in my life that I can bring it to people. In the midst of the process, I may not have shown enough love to people as it can be draining to face your wounds. It zaps your strength to give love.

There was another breakthrough last friday during prayer meeting for me. Found back wat real passion means, get on with my prophetic intercessory gift, reaching out to the unreached.... It's real passion that is not contented with status quo but accompanying action. The Lord spoke to me about letting a shout of victory just like the Isrealites did after seven rounds of marching around Jericho wall. It's time to act!

It's not suppose to be this way!

It's not suppose to be this way Lord!
There is more than freedom to dream
Freedom to love and be loved
Freedom to seek and to be found
More than a passion
Strength to put feet to the dreams You've given
Lord, You lead us through the seasons of life
Help us to be sensitive to your leading....

There is an appointed time for everything.

And there is a time for every event under heaven--

A time to give birth and a time to die;

A time to plant and a time to uproot what is planted.

A time to kill and a time to heal;

A time to tear down and a time to build up.

A time to weep and a time to laugh;

A time to mourn and a time to dance.

A time to throw stones and a time to gather stones;

A time to embrace and a time to shun embracing.

A time to search and a time to give up as lost;

A time to keep and a time to throw away.

A time to tear apart and a time to sew together;

A time to be silent and a time to be silent and a time to speak.

A time to love and a time to hate;

A time for war and a time for peace.

What profit is there to the worker from that in which he toils?

I have seen the task which God has given the sons of men with which to occupy themselves.

Eccl 3:1-10

Frustration!

Torn apart . unfulfilled goals . inadequacies . reasonings . feel like crying . impatience . pain . status quo . missed . longing to be found . high mountains impossible to climb . accepted and to accept. why like that? .

And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, For My strength is made perfect in weakness." Therefore most gladly I would rather boast in my infirmities that the power of Christ may rest upon me. - 2 Cor 12:9

Christy's birthday

The shots here are taken on the 30 Oct when we celebrated Christy's one and only 21st birthday. It's rather an unforgetable nite for Christy I guess and a moment in time where our friendship deepens a little bit more with all that... you know wat I mean Christy..... Really appreciate this friendship that the Lord has brought together with you and Shujun...

God brought friends together not to see through each other but to see each other through

Friendship