Friday, February 25, 2005

True measure of a woman

A capable, intelligent, and virtuous woman--who is he who can find her? She is far more precious than jewels and her value is far above rubies or pearls.

The heart of her husband trusts in her confidently and relies on and believes in her securely, so that he has no lack of [honest] gain or need of [dishonest] spoil.

She comforts, encourages, and does him only good as long as there is life within her.

She seeks out wool and flax and works with willing hands [to develop it].

She is like the merchant ships loaded with foodstuffs; she brings her household's food from a far [country].

She rises while it is yet night and gets [spiritual] food for her household and assigns her maids their tasks.

She considers a [new] field before she buys or accepts it [expanding prudently and not courting neglect of her present duties by assuming other duties]; with her savings [of time and strength] she plants fruitful vines in her vineyard. [S. of Sol. 8:12.]

She girds herself with strength [spiritual, mental, and physical fitness for her God-given task] and makes her arms strong and firm.

She tastes and sees that her gain from work [with and for God] is good; her lamp goes not out, but it burns on continually through the night [of trouble, privation, or sorrow, warning away fear, doubt, and distrust].

She lays her hands to the spindle, and her hands hold the distaff.

She opens her hand to the poor, yes, she reaches out her filled hands to the needy [whether in body, mind, or spirit].

She fears not the snow for her family, for all her household are doubly clothed in scarlet.

She makes for herself coverlets, cushions, and rugs of tapestry. Her clothing is of linen, pure and fine, and of purple [such as that of which the clothing of the priests and the hallowed cloths of the temple were made].

Her husband is known in the [city's] gates, when he sits among the elders of the land.

She makes fine linen garments and leads others to buy them; she delivers to the merchants girdles [or sashes that free one up for service].

Strength and dignity are her clothing and her position is strong and secure; she rejoices over the future [the latter day or time to come, knowing that she and her family are in readiness for it]!

She opens her mouth in skillful and godly Wisdom, and on her tongue is the law of kindness [giving counsel and instruction].

She looks well to how things go in her household, and the bread of idleness (gossip, discontent, and self-pity) she will not eat.

Her children rise up and call her blessed (happy, fortunate, and to be envied); and her husband boasts of and praises her, [saying],

Many daughters have done virtuously, nobly, and well [with the strength of character that is steadfast in goodness], but you excel them all.

Charm and grace are deceptive, and beauty is vain [because it is not lasting], but a woman who reverently and worshipfully fears the Lord, she shall be praised!

Give her of the fruit of her hands, and let her own works praise her in the gates [of the city]!

-Proverbs 31:10-31

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Birthday thoughts...

Another year, another season of life. I think it's a vast difference between kids and the slightly grown- ups celebrating birthdays. Kids are fanatic about the thrill of blowing candles and receiving gifts; the slightly grown-ups doesn't see all that as important as it once had been. What matters is the value of how you are going to live your life in order to add value to others and relationships around you. Yep, I'm not a kid anymore, neither am I a fully grown-up yet cos I am still in the transiting phrase into adulthood, that's why the term slightly grown up is used here... I have not lost the thrill of celebrating birthdays but just that the perspective of it changes. You would prefer to have meaningful time spent with people dearer to you or time spent alone peacefully enjoying every minute of this day that the Lord has made. Any slightly grown-ups out there agree with me?? haha...

kk... I did have a meaningful birthday this year and really appreciate all those who have made my day so lovely. Celebrated my birthday on Monday cos the actual day of my birthday coinsides with our cooperate leaders meeting. That's pretty fine... We went to Marche for dinner and thereafter to river ang bao. As I requested, the nite is full of pleasant surprises.... From the sudden appearance of people who told me that they couldn't make it last minte to the rides at river hong bao and certainly my birthday gift to end the day... I feel more funny than surprise when I unwrapped the gift... thanks to my best friends' idea lo... That's the last thing I would expect to have as a birthday gift.... haha... Anyway, thanks!


sweet 22


The ties that bind... ndrea and me.



The ladies of the nite


Friendship is a blessing from above


My beloved ones...


my prize...
the guys Posted by Hello


The guys and me. We're gonna conquer the metoerite soon....



We are actually up there... but can't see us...

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Waiting

Hmm... feeling pretty bored now... I guess the bored syndrome is coming and I gotta find a way to cure it. Finally done with all my structured lessons, preparing for exams now (I am in the mist of it actually), and thereafter, my graduation project after chinese new year. I'm setting a quiet mode now to hear from God his next agenda in His plan for me. No, I am not as fearful as before. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom as said in the book of proverbs. My desire is to walk in His footsteps to find my stage, a place where I can perform to my highest potential.

I was at Trumpet Praise yesterday after my print media paper (it wasn't that tough afterall). I can't exactly remember wat song they were playing then but somehow it triggered my senses to consider the choices facing me. I was close to tears. Things seems very far off but I had to obey the holy spirit's tugging within me. I knew that God is teaching me to wait. The period of waiting is annoying. For all you know, I am a person who hates to wait in the physical sense. I would rather not have than to wait in long queues. I believe one of those virtues of a woman are patience and submissiveness. These are the by products of waiting. To develop character takes time. Was just reminded that the right attitude in waiting will bring strength as they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strenght!

Monday, January 31, 2005

Advance Reunion Dinner



Sumptous??? That's not all.. Still have pizza and KFC to go with....Yep... I just had our advance reunion dinner yesterday with my mother's side aunties, uncles and cousins. It's pretty amusing to have such an early reunion dinner as new year's eve is like more than a week away. Well, my grandmother will be away in Malaysia during new year's eve, so that explains why. So new year's eve would be another one with my father's side extended relatives. Kind of enjoy the feeling of having the whole family gathering together. It's not so rare with my mother's extended family cos we are very close and would often meet but with my father's side, it will be like once a year or slightly more if there are special occasions.

We finally accomplished our mission yesterday... haha.. we had a family photo taken with everyone present finally! Too bad i can't show it here cos the photo is taken with my uncle's camera... Why I used the word "finally" is because we have been making arrangements for months to have a proper family photo taken but seemingly things just din work out... It's finally done.. and it's like so long ago since all the cousins had a picture taken together. I'll be having another baby cousin added to the family in May. I'll be so much older than him!!!!!



My cousins, myself and brother with my grandmother


My family


Samantha and mingshun.. Guess wat? The aftermath of our reunion dinner is a game of monopoly. Had a good time with my two cousins and my aunties.... Hmm.. this time I wasn't the loser!

Saturday, January 29, 2005

Lighthouse



Nice? I think it's fantastic. This is one of the most meaningful gift I have ever received. It's a christmas gift from a dear sista of mine who actually remembers a vision I ever share with her before. hmm.. if you are reading this.. wanna tell ya again that i am really very touched by your thoughtfulness and the effort you put in to put this thing together...

The first month of the year is coming to an end, another 11 more months to go. Was just telling Shujun that I am looking forward to the end of the year but not 1 Jan 2006. Haha... Wat an irony rite? Well, it's just the contradictory side of me.



Wednesday, January 12, 2005

wat dreamer says!

Tired. when will dreams become reality?
The path seems rockier;
The tunnel darker
Where fear and uncertainty grips
Where the reality of sin enfolds
Hide me, shield me
Longing to be enveloped in His love
Longing to find back the lost art
Where?

Monday, January 10, 2005

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Forgetting wat lies behind

One of the things that I have been truly blessed in year 2004 is my members. Over the past one year, I've truly grown to be rather attached to my members. I enjoy the times spent with some of them. God has used each of them in their unique ways to encourage me especially when I am down and out. Through the youth camp and the past one month, I've come to be so assured that I am valued by most of them... The little gestures of appreciation from them, the prayers that they smsed me and the thoughts from them really cheered me on. In some ways, i may have failed them, yet I am very blessed by the grace that they've shown towards me.

It's the grace of God that has led me through the ardous journey in 2004. It amazes me that the thought of giving up has never drove me to put a full stop in all that I had to face. It's not a bad year, though challenging.. haha.. it has create some impact in my life and changed certain perspectives. In the area of surrender, I've come to a place of learning to let go and yield to the sovereignty of God. Guess that is wat all those things that i've gotta walk through in 2004 has to teach me. I've learn to surrender pain to Him. It's painful to face pain and I've got to learn how to... In relationships, there is another changed perspective and I am learning initiative and doing away with passivity.

Think about 2005.... I'm pretty excited yet mixed with some fear element... I do not know wat to expect... well, I am looking forward to the end of the year with greater expectancy instead. Just want to know wat is all that He has prepared for me and His answer to my secret cry this year. I know that it will be a challenging year... The stars will be a constant reminder to me of His promises and i will lay hold on them.

Monday, December 20, 2004

Adrian's birthday

That's Adrian's 22nd birthday.