Tuesday, September 28, 2004

The Dance

It's an amazing experience with the great romancer of my life. My great romancer spoke to me bout the stage that He has set for me and He wants to be my only audience. He invites me to the stage to dance with Him and calligraph a dance together with Him. As I follow His dance steps and melody, I will be able to dance gracefully.

I felt it was a refreshed vision of His love for me... I guess my preoccupation with other "audiences" has tired me out and deprived me of enjoying His attention to me... I realise that there can be many "audiences" that we have to try to perform to in life... our career, ministry, friends, people that matters to us and the list goes on. Many times none of these audience are appreciative of wat we have done for them on the stage, leaving us discouraged and dejected. Yet, we seldom give up easily pursuing their praises and applauses. In contrast, our pursuit of our great romancer doesn't reflect that ardent perseverence so often. It leaves me wondering what lies beneath His love for me that He would be willing to keep waiting for me each time when I wondered away. Each time I fall back into His arms, I felt His love gripped me tighter, as if assuring me that no matter how many times I failed, His love and grace will increase with every fall.

All of us has a stage and are made for that one audience who is also the script writer and director. It is only when we perform for Him that we can find all the attention that we yearned for given to us exclusively.....

Monday, September 20, 2004

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first blog... testing 1,2,3